This is my first post, so I think I might write a lot in it..

This is the first time I felt stress for having my exam.
Well, I'm not sure is it a good sign or not , but someone did tell me I'm getting mature for caring my results so much. HAH. Well, mature or no, I'm still a kid outside.. Nothing but a useless kid.

Now talking about being a kid. My dad have taken his stresses to a whole new level. To everybody's knowing, I don't have good relationships with my family because of big age gaps. Maybe because of growing up, I started to like my mum and sisters, but certainly not my dad. NO. He's crazy.
My mum and friends asked me to respect him , but I really can't hold myself back when I see him doing all those, annoying stuffs. I shouted him until the day he shouted me back : " A good girl is not suppose to shout at his father. " Im sorry to say that, I'm not a good girl after all.
 I have the same personalities with my dad , a lot in common. But there's one thing which is different is , I can calm down when all he does is just stand up and shouting here and there.. That doesn't look healthy. Well, these days he's trying to smash my head and chopping my hands off because I was changing the channels too slowly.
What fucking joke are you kidding with me. 

Even so, there's someone who is always behind my back. Him, Hx,Cw and Jt ( Guys haha, I did a great shoutout for you in somewhere nobody knows. HAHAHA, don't say I never thanked you all :P ) lol.
Of course JYee and Lynn. 
Recently, I've encountered a problem with him. I don't know was it because I'm bigger him by months or I'm really matured and has been protecting him too much or whatever, he has just become some jerk that we watched on TV. Probably those you wanna punch them in the face too. That how I came up with this post title.
Well, I'm really lost now. LOL. I don't even know what to do. How can someone who is not even your boyfriend cared about you're wasting too much time on exams instead of him? What rights do you have to say that bloody sentence? and then he was being all so vulgar when I'm trying to talk him thru it. WTF, dude. Little girls may be small, but not me. I'm not the one who will just stand there and let people fuck me like nobody cares.
If I was able to go back in time, I wouldn't even ask who are you.

It's getting too long.. Till then. :)

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