I have just lost my ability to start a topic. ._.

I'm having problem with this keyboard where I started to type 'n' instead of pressing the spacebar. ==

Okay, Let's just start with sports day..

Let's see.. I have my first and my last sports day perfomance that day.

... It was my first because I don't really like the feeling of standing at the field and literally paralysed and listen to all those old hecks talk about craps about how our school is so awesome for the past years and so forth.. 

Well, this year's went fast.. We got to perform before all those crappy talks hmm..

Literally I was kinda sad because it's my almost-last performance. Lol..

But the think of endless practices for school concert take that sadness away hahahaa..

That day was fine, but we went out to Gurney after the event ends.

And that was really a bad start for my afternoon.

Lol I pissed my mum and I pissed my sister for a minute and I pissed myself off the whole day for god sake. .____________.

THE NEXT DAY WAS TERRIBLE.

Everybody is ignoring me and in the end .. I stop trying to talk. 

I still get ignored blah blah blah..

Ignored. Ish.

Sometime I really wonder why was I borned.

I'm not good at studies, not good at mechanical, not good at artirstry , not good at almost everything. 

I don't have dignity, don't have good quality a person, can't speak well.

Big voice, but still been ignored. Even by my parents .

It's not like I've been talking crap every since the day I've learn to talk. 

Still..

This truth really aches me in the heart.

KE, my friend.

If you don't bother to tell me what I've done to you to make you feel so disappointed with me, then fine. Keep up the good work because it's not really hard to not talk to you anymore. It might bother me a few days, but I won't let it bother me. You know why? Because I did not do something wrong or sorry. So if you're gonna believes all those shits people tell you then go on. I won't go on my knees begging for you to ask you trust me. There's no reason to do so since you're gonna do it again since this is not your first time. Our friendship has come to an end, so bye.