Well this week is a very long week huh?
So many rehearsals, so many projects to finish.
So many homework.

My everyday life now is like.. uh..
messed up by a pile of homework that never ends.
That stupid Chinese teacher giving all those forever homework.



I'm being very emotional this week.
I wonder if it is because PMS.
I been like thinking too much about everything.

I've got a confirmatory letter for our anniversary item so that I can fill up the details..
but somehow .. it disappointed me when I saw my name came in last on the performers' list.
okay.. I admit I was very sensitive about this.
but in the end, I manage to solve it my own way either..



7.7.2013, Penang's Heritage Day.
So they were planning to go out together....and literally invited me.
I was tending to go.. but I got declined by my mother which recently ran through my report card and...
complaining bout stuffs and so..
I asked her everyday to get her permission until yesterday.. I stop asking.
Because.. I realise.. People will ignore me even if I go.

Even they were together, they'll break into groups.
Groups that recently went to camps. Church camps, drum camps.
and left us who don't have anywhere to join, another group.
Slowly by slowly, I will be alone again.
So I decided not to go willingly.



There are really a lot of things running through my head.
Things I can't get it out .
I need help, a shoulder, a willing ear. 
and at least a friend who would give me suggestions when  I asked instead of telling me " I don't know, choose yourself "

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