Anticipating, as well as anxiety .

So far so good , but really .. It's really very tiring to procrastinate at high speed like that . 

Every bit of my soul is literally wearing out  and I don't get to rest . ._. 

Lately , I haven't been eating a lot . Seriously . The amount of food i eat these days could compile into just maybe one day meals ? ._______. 

I have no appetite. :( 

I just want SPM to end faster . 

Why do wrong things always come at the wrong time ? 

Haven't been recieving last seen and read since so long . 

Still haven't loosen up the hate for these things, damn . 

If there's really one day I liked you... 

Will things be better or worse ? 

Will my days be happy or sad ?

But no , it's not gonna happen . 

*NYAHAHAHAH evil grin *