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7A for my SPM .
To me , hardwork paid off .
I really thank god for giving me such a good result ..
But results means parental problems .
Finally I made them listen what I really wanted to tell them .
So I guess it's okay?
But even though I reached my target .. I still feel depressed .
Don't know why and do not know from where .
Last week I passed my driving test too !
Got my license and driving was really something awesome but I am so desperate for it , I got scolded from everybody lol .
Anyway it's a sleepless night again .
Thousand and thousand of thoughts invade my mind again .
Sometimes I really hate the nights .
Have been catching up a drama for the time being . TVB Drama .
Very tiring but many life lesson learned .
I spoke to him a few days ago .
He was saying about something it's not worth a try when you know the results .
To be frank , I really do know the answer but he himself is not clear .
How can I be clear?
Just like how to movie broadcasted : " 還沒撞板就喊痛，只是給自己沒能力的一個藉口"
Obviously I agreed with that..
And I obviously have no idea what I'm gonna do next .
I broke into tears easily these days..
Time to be weak?
Or was there a reason to be strong until now ?
Today too I saw something shocking .
and that's is practically why I'm like that now .
I do not know .
I feel uncomfortable after I saw that .
Haih . Wtf is wrong with me .
I have no sense of life direction now .
Curiousity kills the cat .
Best Friends
I need someone like you cocoa .
but I do not know who is real to me .
Not even you .
I'm scared , so scared .
Don't tell me nothing to be scared off when you're here.
I'm scared of you .
How do I get to sleep ?
Feel like crying but nothing comes .
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